Mission

 

BigHeart felt like a divine inspiration.

Alighting from the stairs of a serene yoga studio onto the frenetic streets of New York City was anything but incongruous. I heard a harmony rise out of the dissonant sounds. Subway rumblings, people hailing taxis, car horns, the defiant mutterings of madmen -- all usually heard as a backdrop to my chattering mind -- now seemed like a manifestation of the celestial OM. Like a ribbon fluttering on space-time curves, I glided down Lafayette Street elated -- and home.

The feeling was like walking into your mother's kitchen after your first trip abroad. You drop your luggage, lift the lid off the pot on the stove, and breathe in the home-cooked smells. For a moment, letting go of worldly adventures to savor the peace of the familiar.

As I watched my fellow yoga students disperse, some north toward St.Marks Place, others south toward Houston Street, I thought, "These are the warriors of a modern revolution." An evolution in consciousness leading to a change in action. In the sweaty room, mat to mat, breath by breath, they had struggled to assume the forms of God's creation -- an eagle, tree, dog, lotus, crow, cobra -- and in doing so, either deliberately or unwittingly, increased their compassion for all living things. With purple, blue and green mats in tow, they appeared to be delivering a divine message to the world -- pieces of heavenly light shot through the prism of humanity's infinite incarnations. Rubber scrolls without words, imbued only with the sweat of their devotion to enlightenment. Some would go on to meet friends at cafes or movie theatres -- mats sliding from under their arms as they tried to balance an overflowing bag of popcorn or a steaming cup of chai. Others shopped for the evening's dinner, their divine scrolls, much to the chagrin of Korean shopkeepers, bumping into piles of beautifully stacked fruits and exquisitely displayed jars of balsamic vinegar. I wondered, "Shouldn't there be a more dignified way to carry the word of God."

And so BigHeart was born. I set out to create a yoga mat holder befitting an urban tribe -- members of which cannot be identified by any of the usual tribal trappings, like body adornments or ceremonial dress. Some urban yogis are pierced and tattooed, others tie-dyed and dreadlocked, and yet others expertly waxed and manicured. The mat is the only external sign of their common path. So I thought, "Why should these shards of light, mats imbued with the sweat of their devotional labor, like Jesus' imprint on Veronica's veil, be hidden in a canvas sack or tucked under an odorous arm?" Let the people of the world see so that they may follow.

I envisioned people all over New York City with yoga mats strapped diagonally across their backs, like Robin Hoods of the spiritually deprived carrying rubber bows in vinyl quivers. I needed to devise a way for the mat to be on display while being held firmly against the body. Hot summer nights were spent on my living room floor with the week's NY Times cut into dubious shapes. One night, after months of sweating over cat-hair-covered newsprint, it came to me. Or, should I say, it was given to me. Just like that. It was so elegant in its simplicity, like Einstein's E=mc2 or Buddha's Four Noble Truths. My ink-stained hands excitedly pushed aside the 18-piece pattern that I had labored over for months and quickly sketched a pattern in three pieces, like a Vivaldi violin concerto in three movements. Of course! The only shape exquisite enough to carry God's scroll would bear the same name as the rarest jewel -- a diamond. I reached for my mat which, at the time, was leaning against the wall and serving as a perch for one of my curious cats, and measured its circumference and length. After sizing the pattern, I carefully cut it out and wrapped it around the mat. I then realized one of the rarest achievements -- perfection. The diamond wrapped snuggly around the mat like the arms of a protective lover and opened like the petal of a lotus flower.